exhausted

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i got revealed something today..
somehow, felt like i shouldn't did it..
and i think if i'm just ignored it, maybe i wouldn't feel sad,disappointed,upset,fed up like now..
the feeling just to hard to explain with ABC..

all these make me feel like too exhausted with politic of life..
sometime, there are too many politic in our life..
from my point of view, everything in our life is all about politic..
family is politic, work is politic, peoples around me are politic, and love is politic either..
yeah, i know, u will nvr understand what i'm trying to say, unless our both thinking about the same..

at the first place, actually i'm sort of upset with someone..
don't know the purpose those people doing it to me..

or....

maybe it just because i'm not in a good mood..
i don't know, and i don't have the answer either..
too many thing to think about..
i'm tired..
i'm exhausted..